sometimes, i want to stuff you with cotton.
sometimes, i think i better not.

sometimes, i think i hate you alot.
sometimes, i think i dont hate you that much.

sometimes, i wonder why people hate you.
sometimes, i wonder why people love you.

maybe my feelings change.. just depending on my mood.
and how nice the person treat me. you? idk. see lohh.. my mood.

today in hall sang some old mac donalds. mad right?
haha..

fun!


give me more lovin then i've ever had.make it all better when i'm feelin sad. tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.make me feel good when i hurt so bad. barely gettin mad, im so glad i found you.i love bein around you. you make it easy, as easy as 1 2,(1 2 3 4.)theres only one thing two do three words four you.

i love you.

hey. i dont know what's going on this few days man..
it seems so quiet and no fun is going on anywhere.
except sometimes.. it's getting more and more and more and more scarry each day.

i dont know what. i dont know how.
am i going to carry on like this?
or maybe someone will do something.


You're on the phoneWith your girlfriendShe's upsetShe's going off aboutSomething that you saidShe doesn't get your humorLike I doI'm in my roomIt's a typical tuesday nightI'm listening to the kind of musicShe doesn't likeShe'll never know your storyLike I doBut she wears short skirtsI wear t-shirtsShe's cheer captainAnd i'm on the bleachersDreaming about the dayWhen you wake up and findThat what you're looking forHas been here the whole timeIf you could seeThat i'm the oneWho understands youBeen here all alongSo why can't youSee you belong with meYou belong with me.

got back my steady hands thing.. haha..
today, i am going to talk about someone again..

her feelings change like the weather..
she is rather weird..
freak maybe.. MAYBE.
she'll come tagging. if she read this.
MAYBE.
hhaha..

if you know who, please call ..........:D
hahha.. nevermind.. joking.
so bored now.
:D


You told me there's no need To talk it out Cause its too late To proceed And slowly I took your words No looking back I wont regret, no I will find my way I'm broken But still I have to say It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry Alright, Ok So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burnt down I'm stronger now Alright , Ok I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry .


these words may be taken back.. hahahha..

okay.. day 1 of "holiday"
so bored. i am so scared to get my results.
nevermind.

anyway, zac e. is so HOTT!!
hahaahahhahahahha.

yesterday, i went out to celebrate my sis's birthday..
watch 17 again.. so nice:D

shall talk about it next time.
i am very tired. bye!

tomorrow is mother's day..
but i celebrated it early today..
hehe.. gave mum a "toy" flower..
hehe smart right? haha.. the others gave real flowers..
anyway.. mom love it all..

gave my granny bunch of real flowers..
haha.. long story why.. haha.. she loves it too.
haha.. anyway, happy mother's day to all mums!!

saw yi ting and rachel rena..
yiting became so enthu and poppy.. haha..
rachel? as talkative as always.. haha..

okay. lit paper today..
i think i will fail..
when it was supposed to be essay writting,
i wrote only a few lines.
i can only hope not to fail..

god bless me!!

okay this morning,
very sad..
walked into ct venue.
loads of people were there near my table..
at my table uhh.
so of course went there..
then heard beatrix say.
let's stop talking about the (she did some hand mouth thing)
and leane laugh laugh lor.
so i felt sort of left out.. then i thought they were talking about me.
i though.. i am not sure.. really.
then went to look for yi wei..
she also abit weird. so how..
her reaction to certain things.
then beatrix came to cut in..
i hate that.. she start pulling wei wei's cheeks and then yi wei played with her and ignored me..:(
sucker, sucker, sucker.
so i sat with huiwen and kagome..
started talking..
but then after awhile,
had to go to the basketball court..
so went there and in class, going out,
yi wei pulled my hand and said something(i cant tell you)
but then the worst part was when she pulled it my hand swung and piak!
it hit kagome's butt.. awww! i looked back and saw kagome looking..
then i told yi wei .. she was finally smiling.. :D
then she was back to normal luhh.. to me..
hah!

that's about it..
there's also some interesting thing that happened when boarding the bus..
so enjoyable.. haha..